Heavy Metal Lovaa.

 I GOT THE MONSTERPIT KEY AFTER WAITING FOR 34 HOURS! GOT CLEARED OUT OF THE ARENA PREMISES FOR 5 TIMES, AND I DIDNT SLEEP OR TAKE A BATH. (STINKY MONSTER LOL). I WAS BASICALLY THERE THE WHOLE TIME. I ARRIVED 10 AM SUNDAY, THEN MY FRIEND A FEW HOURS LATER, ITS A DAY BEFORE THE SHOW, AND ALL I SEE ARE EMPLOYEES AND GUARDS. I ASKED THE GUARDS WHERE SHOULD I FALL IN LINE, AND THEY SAID LINE STARTS TOMORROW. IM LIKE OKAY ILL SIT HERE AND WAIT FOR MY FRIEND. AFTER 4 HOURS MY FRIEND CAME. THE WHOLE DAY WE WERE TALKING AND TALKING, THEN AT NIGHT IT WAS RAINING AND THE ARENA’S CEILING WAS LEAKING, (IT WASNT DONE YET) AND AT AROUND 9 PM THE GUARDS CLEARED ME OUT BECAUSE MY FRIEND LEFT ME TO BUY US FOOD. I WAS TOLD TO GO TO THE OPPOSITE BUILDING, I WAS FORCED TO WALK IN THE FUCKING RAIN WITH MY FRIEND’S TRAVELLING BAG AND MY BAG WITH NO UMBRELLA! (MY UMBRELLA WAS WITH MY FRIEND) AND I WAITED FOR MY FRIEND IN THERE. AT AROUND 11:30 PM 2 MONSTERS CAME TO THE ARENA AND WE RUSHED THERE TO TALK TO THEM. AND ONE BY ONE MONSTERS CAME IN THE WEE HOURS OF THE NIGHT. BY MORNING WE DIDNT HAVE ANY SLEEP, AND AT AROUND 10 AM I ATE LUNCH WITH MY FRIEND. WHEN WE CAME BACK OUR MONSTER FRIENDS WHO WERE NEXT IN LINE TOLD ME GAGAS STAFF WAS LOOKING FOR ME, AND THEY TOILD HIM I ATE LUNCH. AFTER AN HOUR OR TWO, A GAGA CREW ASKED US YOU GUYS ALL RIGHT? AND ASKED WHO WAS THE FIRST IN LINE. ALL FINGERS POINTED AT ME AND HE ASKED ME WHAT TIME I ARRIVED. I TOLD HIM “10 AM YESTERDAY” AND HE ASKED “ARE YOU CRAZY?” I SAID YES LOL. THEN HE LEFT AND AFTER AN HOUR AGAIN HE CAME BACK WITH ANOTHER STAFF. HE SHOOK MY HAND AND I REMEMBER WHAT THEY SAID… “SEE YOU LATER.” WHEN THEY OPENED THE ARENA NOBODY APPROACHED ME ABOUT IT SO ME AND MY FRIEND RUSHED TO THE GEN AD SEATS (5TH FLOOR) WE WERE SO EXHAUSTED WE DIDNT TALK I JUST WANTED TO SLEEP AND GET DEPRESSED FROM ALL THE SHIT IVE BEEN THROUGH THEN THERES NO PIT KEY? AND I DIDNT GET A GOOD SEAT? ., THEN A HAUS OF GAGA MEMBER WAS WALKING ALONG THE UPPER BOX AREA AND ASKED THE PPL IN FRONT OF OUR SEATS OUR SEATS ARE U ALRIGHT? AND THEN I GAVE HIM A THUMBS UP AND SMILED AT HIM. I THINK HE REMEMBERED MY FACE AND HE ASKED ME WHY IM SITTING THERE, I TOLD HIM I BOUGHT GA TICKETS THATS WHY, AND HE ASKED ME TO GO TO THE DIVISION OF THE UPPER BOX AND GENN AD AREA SO WE COULD TALK. HE TOLD ME TO GET MY THINGS AND THAT I DONT HAVE TO SIT THERE, AND HE TOLD ME TO WAIT FOR HIM OUTSIDE THE AREA DOOR. I ASKED HER “WHAT ABOUT MY FRIEND?” AND HE SAID, “BRING HER ALONG” THEN HE ESCORTED US TO THE PATRON AREA, WHEN WE ARRIVED AT THE SIDE OF THE PIT THERE WERE LIKE 150? MONSTERS FRONT ROW. RICK/STAN (THE STAFF THAT ESCORTED ME) ASKED THE OTHER STAFF (A WOMAN) IF THEYLL GIVE ME THE KEY RIGHT NOW OR JUST BACKSTAGE AND THE WOMAN SAID “I DONT CARE, I’LL GIVE HER THE KEY IN HERE” AND THEY GAVE ME THE PIT KEY + ASKED ME TO SIGN IT AND THEY TOOK  ME A PIC AND THEN MY INFO. THEY SAID I HAVE TO GO BACKSTAGE AFTER THE CONCERT AND GET TO BRING 3 FRIENDS. WE WATCHED THE BTWBALL IN THE PIT AREA, AS IN IM JUST A FEET AWAY FROM GAGA. WE HAD SEVERAL EYE CONTACTS, FIRST ONE DURING BORN THIS WAY, SHE WAS LOOKING AT ME, SMILING WHILE SINGING <3. THAT WAS THE MOST MEMORABLE PART OF THE SHOW. DURING ZEDD’S ACT I WAS SO FUCKING SLEEPY BUT WHEN GAGA CAME ON I HAD TO KEEP MYSELF AWAKE. AND GAGA’S CREW WAS REALLY TAKING GOOD CARE OF ME. THEY WOULD ALWAYS CHECK ON ME AND ASK AM I ALRYT? :) THEN AFTER THE SHOW ME AND RIC/STAN (THE GAGA CREW, HE NEVER COMFIRMS ME WHAT HIS NAME REALLY IS!  HAHA ) HE WENT IN FRONT OF ME AND TOLD ME, SO YOURE GOING BACKSTAGE, AND I ASKED HIM, RIGHT NOW? AND HE SAID YES. I HURRIED TO GO TO THE BACKSTAGE GATE AND MY FRIENDS DIDNT HURRY SO I WAS LIKE THE FIRST TO GO IN. AND WHEN I WAS NEAR THE STAGE THEY WER STILL ON THE FRONT ROW SO I WALKED IN FRONT OF THE OTHER FRONT ROW MONSTERS AND ASKED THEM TO HURRY. THE BOUNCER DIDNT LET ME IN, SO I WAS STANDING BY THE DOOR AND KEEPING MYSELF AWAKE AND I DIDNT REALIZE GAGA WAS ALREADY A FEW FEET AWAY LOLZ. WHEN I WENT IN, SHE WAS STANDING BESIDE THE BIG BOX AND THE BLACK PURSE WHICH HOUSES THE NECKLACE WAS ON TOP OF IT. I WALKED CLOSER SHE HUGGED ME AND ASKED IF I LOVED THE SHOW, AND I STUTTERED AND ONLY SAID YEEE-YEAH AND SHE PLACED THE NECKLACE ON ME LIKE A MEDAL THEN IT DIDNT FIT IN MY HEAD SO SHE HAD TO OPEN THE LOCK AND PLACE IT ON MY NECK WHILE SAYING THIS NECKLACE IS ONE OF A KIND,ONLY 11 PEOPLE HAVE THIS.. ( I WAS THE 11TH) I SWEAR WHILE SHE WAS PUTTING IT ON I FELT LIKE IT WAS FOREVER! THEN KISSED ME ON MY CHEEK AND HUGGED ME AND I COULDNT SPEAK! I TOLD HER IM SPEECHLESS, AND SHE HUGGED ME AGAIN. I TOLD HER THEN IM SORRY I CANT SAY WHAT I FEEL. I HELD HER HAND, THEN I ASKED HER IF I CAN HAVE AN AUTOGRAPH AND SHE SAID YES! I WAS SPEECHLESS SO I HUGGED HER AND HELD HER HAND MORE OFTEN THAN TALK. AND SHE HAD TROUBLE SPELLING MY NAME, SHE ASKED ME WHAT MY NAME IS, I WAS LIKE DOO LEE.. AND SHES LIKE JUDY?  EVEN THE HAUS OF GAGA STAFF HELPED HER SPELL MY NAME! I SPELLED IT BY LETTER LAWL (BLAME MY KOREAN DAD LOL). AND I THOUGHT HER SIGNATURE WAS JUST A DOODLE TO FILL THE PAGE. I REALIZED IT WAS HER SIGNATURE AFTER WE MET HER FAIL MOMENT!  THEN WE HAD OUR PICTURES TAKEN, THEN MY FRIENDS, THEN A GROUP PIC WITH HER. WHEN WE HAD OUR PIC I WAS SURPRISED SHE JUST ANCHORED HER ARM AROUND ME, I FELT SO CARED FOR. SHE WAS SO GAME WITH THE PICTURES SHE POSES DIFFERENTLY EVERY PIC AND ITS REALLY REALLY CUTE! BEFORE SHE LEFT I WAS STILL HOLDING HER HAND, AND SHE HELD MY HAND AS WELL <3 SHE HUGGED ME AGAIN AND SAID GOODBYE AND GOOD NIGHT SHE WAS SO SWEET SHE EVEN TOLD ME SHE LOVES ME SO MUCH AND SHE APPRECIATED ME WAITING FOR HER THAT LONG! WHEN SHE TOLD ME SHE LOVED ME SO MUCH MY TEARS ALMOST WENT OUT! GOOD THING I DIDNT CRY OR ELSE I WOULD LOOK LIKE A TOMATO IN OUR PICTURE. I COULD FEEL SHE’S REALLY HAPPY, THINKING THAT SHE CRIED DURING THE CONCERT BECAUSE PEOPLE FROM MY COUNTRY HAVE BEEN PROTESTING AGAINST HER.. OMYGOD A NIGHT I WONT FORGET BUT I SOMETIMES WANT TO. I CAN STILL REMEMBER THE TEXTURE OF HER SKIRT AND HER TOP, HOW HER SKIN FEELS LIKE WHEN SHE HUGGED ME, WHAT HER TATTOO LOOKS LIKE IN PERSON, HOW HER HAND FEELS WHEN ITS TOUCHED, HOW GOOD SHE SMELLS LIKE EVEN AFTER THE SHOW (I HAVE A BAD SENSE OF SMELL SO I CANT IDENTIFY WHAT SHE SMELLS LIKE BUT SHE SMELLS GOOD)… ALSO I DIDNT GET HER TO SEE MY DRAWINGS, BUT ITS OKAY SINCE I COULDNT SAY A WORD TO HER. OMYGOD OMYGOD